Two years Since My Baby Left Us

Hello All, Today is August 29,2009. Not a good day. Today marks my son second Anniversary and it's so sad. Today is one of the worse days of my life . We will be having a Memorial for him at his place of Rest. And every year it rains. Today it also rain and it poured down right at the same prayer as last year. That's a blessing for him and all of the loved ones that shared this special day. There were tears everywhere. And also, I'll like to say that people say within the years the pain will decrease but that's not true as the years go by it gets harder and harder to cope with my son's death. It's a pain that never will go away. I have a huge emptiness in my heart that will never get filled. My son Jose was the greatest. He would do anything for you he had the biggest heart, well mannered, very respectful, a wonderful son, a loving father to his beautiful daughter Uniq' and the greatest brother anyone would love to have. We all Love you

Hers's a poem for you Baby I Will Always Love You.

On the Wings of Dreams

On the Wings of Dreams
I'm flying free
with a dreamer's dream,
To a land without fear, darkness, and doubt;
Where shadows and hauntings
of all time and space,
Are rainbows with colors that endlessly grace...
happiness, hope, and all joys to embrace.

A land with no storms, without pouring rains,
where changes abound and great comfort remains;
Where all hate is replaced,
all questions erased;
Where new memories are shaped,
with wonderous light...
of romance and love, before out of sight;
A dreamland of heaven without jaded thought,
where butterflies are free,
their colors uncaught;
With milk oceans to see,
fresh air to breathe;
Countless flowers and trees,
fragrancing the soft whispering breeze.
No more webs of deceit,
where lovers have fought;
No battles of hopelessness,
where all love is lost.

Maybe our dreams hold the land of our thoughts,
Or maybe our hearts have learned lessons well taught.
It is the stairway to heaven,
this dreamland we seek...
Hopefully for all is more than a peek...
at a future end to the ultimate pain,
of great loyalty and love...
lost and estranged.

This dance of life I endlessly write,
Is an end to the pain, and every soul's light.
To a life fulfilled at the end of our time...
to dream second chances for new love we can find.
Here's to all of us ending our heavenly climb,
With the company of romance and love light sublime.

Love You Much Mom