Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Happy Birthday My Angel In Heaven
Hello My Love.....Another Year Wishing you A Happy Birthday Without You By Our Sides.
Baby I cant believe that your up in Paradise with all the good people. Baby i still remember the day i brought you into this world and God took you from me so early. I Miss You SO much, I think about you day and night. I cry all the time just praying you were here with us.
I Love You
Thursday, October 22, 2009
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
My Angel Cuddled In Heaven
Cuddled in Heaven
We had so little time to share,
Too soon, I had to leave.
I know how much you love me,
I know how much you grieve.
I know how sharp your pain is,
I feel the aching in your hearts.
My life so quickly ended
Before it barely had a start.
I remember how you held me,
And kissed my face and hands,
You cuddled me so gently;
But, God had other plans.
I was your perfect angel,
From God you knew I came,
Suddenly he called me home again,
And now God holds my hand.
I know you’ll always miss me,
I understand your pain is hard to bear.
Just remember that I’m in heaven
And we’ll see each other there.
So smile when you think of me
and wipe away all of your tears
I’m cuddled now in heaven
By our family members here.
I’m waiting here in heaven,
And on the day we meet again.
I’ll be the first to smile and greet you,
When God calls you home to him.
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Daddy And His Angel
Uniq' Marie
I Love You Baby and Miss You SO Much Sending you a Hug
Daddy and Me Uniq' Marie
My Wonderful Daddy I Love You
Daddy Just Born
Daddy Takes Me Places
Where nobody else can -
He takes me into space
To touch the ceiling fan!
He lifts me oh-so-high
That the rest is far below.
I only have to point
To where I want to go!
As soon as my finger
Is waving in the air
My Daddy scoops me up,
And his arms take me there!
Daddy's arms are stronger
Than any daddy's are --
They carry me down the steps
Or place me in the car.
They take me to the light switch
So I can turn it off
Then Grandma and Daddy both
Are standing in the dark!
I'm a bigger person
When Daddy is around
Once I'm up, I never, never
Want to be put down!
I could live a lifetime
On my Daddy's shoulders!
But soon, I will grow up --
And I will get older --
Then I will be too big
For him to lift around.
I will reach the light switch
With both feet on the ground.
So let Daddy lift me
While I'm still a little man;
'Cause Daddy takes me places
Where nobody else can!!
Daddy's Little Girl
Little girl of mine with eyes of shining blue
Little girl of mine, I love you, yes I do
No one else could be so sweet
You have made my life complete
You're the end of the rainbow, my pot o' gold
You're Daddy's little girl, to have and hold
A precious gem is what you are
You're My bright and shining star
You're the spirit of Christmas, my star on the tree
You're the Easter bunny to Grandma and me
You're sugar, you're spice, you're everything nice
And you're Daddy's little girl
You're the end of the rainbow, my pot o' gold
You're Daddy's little girl, to have and hold
A precious gem is what you are
You're Grandma bright and shining star
You're the treasure I cherish, so sparkling and bright
You were touched by holy and beautiful light
Like angels that sing, a heavenly thing
And you're Daddy's little girl
My Dad's Hands
My Dad's hands are strong
And they're big and they're tough
But when I need help
They're gentle enough.
My Dad's hands can teach me
To work and to give
And by their example
I'll learn how to live.
Right now my hand's are small
And learning good from bad
Some day I hope my hands
Will be just like my Dad's!
I Love you Daddy and Miss You So Much,
Uniq'
Sunday, October 4, 2009
Mr. Handsome
Mom, He Only Took My Hand
Last night while I was trying to sleep, my son's voice I did hear,
I opened my eyes and looked around but he did not appear.
He said, Mom you've got to listen, you've got to understand
God didn't take me from you Mom, He only took my hand.
When I called out in pain that morning, the instant that I died,
He reached down and took my hand, and pulled me to his side.
He pulled me up and saved me from the misery and pain
my body was hurt so badly inside, I could never be the same.
My search is really over now, I've found happiness within.
All the answers to my empty dreams and all that might have been.
I Love you so and miss you so, But I'll always be nearby
My body's gone forever, but my spirit will never die
And so you must go on now live one day at a time
Just understand, God did not take me from you ...
He only took my hand"
Thursday, October 1, 2009
Jose Juan Rosa 11-17-83 - 8-29-07
"These Empty Arms"
These empty arms yearn for you,
my precious baby boy.
While on this earth you brought,
your momma so much joy.
This year you'd have been turning 26,
I wonder what you would have become.
I know God must have needed you,
to take from me, my precious son.
I remember how you'd make me laugh,
even when I was boiling mad.
I miss you so very much my son,
and this makes me very sad.
I bet it is pretty cool up there in Heaven,
getting to hear the Angels sing.
I can't wait to join you in Heaven son,
what a joy that meeting will bring.
Until my work on earth is through,
I will just have to wait.
Ask God for me one favor please,
to let you be there, to greet me at the gate.
I Love You My Son
My Baby Did It
He once was the baby I nursed at my breast,
But now it feels like he’s left the nest.
Held in my arms he once looked so small,
Now in his uniform he looks so tall.
What will I do all day with noone to love,
Well there’s always the housework if push comes to shove.
As he walked up the school path, all by his self,
I felt so discarded and put on the shelf.
He turns to give a little wave,
I tell myself that I must behave,
I must not cry and act a state,
Or hold him up and make him late.
I say goodbye and turn to go,
He’ll be fine and this I know.
I start the car and wipe a tear,
put on my belt and slip in first gear.
It’s the start of a new chapter of my life,
No more baby causing trouble and strife.
How will I cope alone all day?
I don’t know, but I’ll find a way.
MY Precious Angel
Walking by my side
He lifts my spirit with comfort
When I am down inside
He holds my hand, Like when he was here
Takes away my pain
He wipes away my tears
Stops the pouring rain
I miss my Precious Angel
It will never be the same
Nine long years of loneliness
And never ending tears
God Hold him close by your side
Until my time is done
Then I will take him to my side
And again We will be one
I Love You My Son Jose
Daddy and His Little Girl Uniq'
Daddy's Little Girl
Little girl of mine with eyes of shining blue
Little girl of mine, I love you, yes I do
No one else could be so sweet
You have made my life complete
You're the end of the rainbow, my pot o' gold
You're Daddy's little girl, to have and hold
A precious gem is what you are
You're Grandma bright and shining star
You're the spirit of Christmas, my star on the tree
You're the Easter bunny to Grandma and me
You're sugar, you're spice, you're everything nice
And you're Daddy's little girl
You're the end of the rainbow, my pot o' gold
You're Daddy's little girl, to have and hold
A precious gem is what you are
You're Grandma bright and shining star
You're the treasure I cherish, so sparkling and bright
You were touched by holy and beautiful light
Like angels that sing, a heavenly thing
And you're Daddy's little girl
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Daddy and Me I Love You
A Fathter's Sorrow
There could never ever be another
Who could take the place of my Father
A smile that always shine so bright
Like a star that passed through the night
It was very hard to say goodbye
When it was time to let you fly
Your life ended oh so soon
A star you are up with the moon
And to me you never did any wrongs
You always sang and wrote your songs
My heart was broken by your death
And to this day I will never forget
I miss and will remember you forever
Until the day we can fly together
Daddy's Little Girl I Love You Daddy
You little one are daddy's pride,
the joy you bring I cannot hide.
Ten little fingers and ten little toes,
your beautiful eyes and button nose.
How could I... even dream
what having you would really mean.
I do wish I would've known,
that you are really a gift on loan.
Tho', I could not have prepared,
for the gift of love, that God has shared.
I will always do my best,
God believes, I'll pass this test
and I will know I have succeeded
when you're a parent, and there when needed.
I Love You Daddy.
Monday, September 28, 2009
I Love You Son
It keeps hurting, I can’t stop crying
My eyes always search for you in the sky
Heart longs for finding you in the heaven
My dear son! I love you so much
I feel so empty without you
I am so scared of my future without you
Heart longs for being around you for my safety
My dear son! You are my angel
I still feel that you are caring me from above
I tell my broken heart that you are still watching me
Heart longs for your care even from heaven
My dear son! You are my protector
I remember you when I feel lonely
I talk to you when I break into pieces
Heart longs for your support even from heaven
My dear son! I was thinking I gave you life
The reality is that you had given me life
Without you and your presence, I can’t exist
Heart longs for your company in my heart until I exist
Please be there in my heart
I Love You Son!
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Two years Since My Baby Left Us
Hers's a poem for you Baby I Will Always Love You.
On the Wings of Dreams
On the Wings of DreamsI'm flying free
with a dreamer's dream,
To a land without fear, darkness, and doubt;
Where shadows and hauntings
of all time and space,
Are rainbows with colors that endlessly grace...
happiness, hope, and all joys to embrace.
A land with no storms, without pouring rains,
where changes abound and great comfort remains;
Where all hate is replaced,
all questions erased;
Where new memories are shaped,
with wonderous light...
of romance and love, before out of sight;
A dreamland of heaven without jaded thought,
where butterflies are free,
their colors uncaught;
With milk oceans to see,
fresh air to breathe;
Countless flowers and trees,
fragrancing the soft whispering breeze.
No more webs of deceit,
where lovers have fought;
No battles of hopelessness,
where all love is lost.
Maybe our dreams hold the land of our thoughts,
Or maybe our hearts have learned lessons well taught.
It is the stairway to heaven,
this dreamland we seek...
Hopefully for all is more than a peek...
at a future end to the ultimate pain,
of great loyalty and love...
lost and estranged.
This dance of life I endlessly write,
Is an end to the pain, and every soul's light.
To a life fulfilled at the end of our time...
to dream second chances for new love we can find.
Here's to all of us ending our heavenly climb,
With the company of romance and love light sublime.
Love You Much Mom
Saturday, August 22, 2009
"Don't Tell Me"
Don't tell me that you understand,
Don't tell me that you know.
Don't tell me that I will survive,
How I will surely grow.
Don't tell me this is just a test,
That I am truly blessed.
That I am chosen for the task,
Apart from all the rest.
Don't come at me with answers
That can only come from me,
Don't tell me how my grief will pass,
That I will soon be free.
Don't stand in pious judgment
Of the bonds I must untie,
Don't tell me how to grieve,
Don't tell me when to cry.
My life is filled with selfishness,
My pain is all I see,
But I need you and your love...
Unconditionally.
Accept me in my ups and downs,
I need someone to share,
Just hold my hand and let me cry,
And say, "My friend, I care."
"A Poem For My Son"
"I know sometime's I forget
"to tell you, you were heaven sent
"how when they placed you in my arm's
"My heart was so content
"You've filled my life with so much joy
"How I love you, my darling boy
"You are a miracle, sent from up above
"You have me heart and soul,and with all my love
"You've brought me comfort,when nothing else could
"Your everything that's wonderful and good
"Each day, you learn so many thing's new
"and I am truly, so proud of you
"When faced with a choice of right or wrong
"You remember your value's and stand so strong
"This bond that we have, is special, and rare
"It's so special, because, both of us care
"Eleven year's old and quite the little man
"I know you'll succeed, because, you believe you can
"As the year's pass,your strength will be put to the test
"but you believe in God, and your a child who's blessed
"Strive to make all of your dream's come true
"There's nothing "my son", that you can't do
"Wherever you go, along life's journey
"Just look in your heart, and there you will see me.
Thursday, August 20, 2009
My Angel In Heaven
Always My Son
You are my son, a part of me, and that will never change,
No matter what you do in life my love will still remain.
I held you as a baby and I looked into your face,
And I knew then, no other one could ever take your place.
I knew then as I held you, you would grow to be a man,
And anything you did in life I’d try to understand.
I knew you would make choices and would follow your own heart,
I only prayed that in your life I’d always have a part.
I knew some things you did in life would give me so much pride,
But also realized some things would tear me up inside.
I only want the best for you and want you to succeed,
And want you to find happiness with everything you need.
I can only guide you and give you a helping hand,
You will choose the path to take now that you are a man.
Along the road that you will choose, whatever that may be,
Just remember this my son that you can count on me.
I will not try to push you to live life in my own stride,
I only promise I will love you and stand by your side.
I know that you will make mistakes and life is full of them,
But realize my love for you will not let me condemn.
I know this life's not perfect and we do the best we can,
Just realize I love you and I’ll always understand.
I knew one day you would grow up and you would leave my nest,
I will do what I can for you and let God do the rest.
I have held you in my arms and done the best I can,
Now I pray that God will hold you now that you're a man.
Just remember in my heart you are a special one,
And I will always proudly tell the world, "this is my son."
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Crying For You
I know I promised I'd never make you cry;
I know it hurts but please dry your eyes.
I will give to you whatever you need;
A hug, a kiss, just tells me please.
To see you cry is a terrible sight;
Just let me love you and I'll hold you tight.
I'll do anything you want to make you proud;
I'll climb the highest peak and yell your name aloud.
I love you to much to see you cry;
Please sweetheart don't say goodbye.
Don't push me away I must stay near;
To gently wipe away your tears.
If we must truly say goodbye;
One more time just close your eyes.
And let us share one final kiss;
For you are the love, I will forever miss.
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
My Angel In Heaven Jose Rosa
The day you were born was one of the happiest days of my life. I remember you beautiful brown eyes blinking as they laid you next to me. from that moment on i always loved your eyes and your infectious smile. Seeing your face always brought me joy. I was proud of your accomplishments and I wanted so much more for you. I didn't tell you how much I was looking forward to being a grandmom to Uniq'and what a wonderful father you would make. I know you have her in your heart all the time. You are in Paradise with God and that brings more relief to know that you have no pain and that your soul are in an everlasting love and relationship with Him.
Some of the things that make me happy as I remember your life were that you would enjoy the holidays so much. Turkey carving, you would always say i got the leg, Caesar would say I got the wing, opening Christmas presents and our trips to Dorney Park was the best. I remember the day you told me come on mom this ride is so much fun and not scary, I got on that roller coaster with you and boy I thought I was going to have a Heart Attack all you kept saying to me was mom you ok and then you laughed at me. That was so funny. I was always so happy to see you, and when your car was coming down the street I knew it was you by the loud music. I miss that.I would be so excited that you decided to grace us with your presence. Fatima would say Jose's here. So many funny things you did as a child and as a young man made me laugh. The way you slept all cuddled under the blanket with Reeses your bear that you loved he was so flat but you carry him everywhere you went. You had a gift for making people smile with your little ways, like the tilt of your head when you smiled and were truly happy. I admired the way you were with your sisters and brother. You were never jealous of them, only deep profound love for them and there needs always came before your own. Your impact on our lives is never forgotten, my love.